When I was in the gift shop in Japan at Epcot in Disney World, I bought a doll named Tsukiko. She is a Japanese Confidence Doll made by Kimmidoll. They had a lot of dolls that represented different emotions and feelings, like Happy, Love, Brave, Gratitude, Creative, Adventurous, Kindness, Laughter, Joy, Wisdom, and a bunch of others. I chose Confidence because it is something that I have struggled with from time to time. Today was a big day for me. It was my last day at the studio that I’ve been dancing at for the last five years. I was sad to be leaving all the other girls and my teachers, but I am excited at the same time. I want to spend more time working on ballet and perfecting my technique and to take some time off from doing competitions, at least for a while. It’s scary to be going to a new studio, so when I saw the Confidence doll, I knew I had to have her. Whenever I am feeling discouraged, I will remember my doll. Whenever I feel like there is something that I can’t do, I’ll remember my doll. Whenever I feel like I want to quit, I’ll remember my doll. Whenever the mean girls start talking, I’ll remember my doll. Whenever, I need to stand up for myself or for somebody else or for something that I believe in, I’ll remember my doll. She came with a note and it says:
My spirit is bold and courageous.
By believing in yourself and staying true to your convictions,
you show my courageous spirit.
May your self-assurance boldly lead you,
so you may do everything with calm confidence.
For all the girls who sometimes feel like I do – BE BOLD. BE COURAGEOUS. BE CONFIDENT!